{Playlist} Two Legacies - {TimeAgent:462O1}/Suzie Costello

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Time Agent 462O1: first introduced to Suzie as Jack Harkness, later to be known as John Thane, Judas Reyc, and Jason Randall. Their relationship is just as complicated as his identity, and it's taken on several permutations based on J--'s persona and mental state at the time.

...In short, it's complicated.

Songs designated by who in J--'s head they apply to.


Acrobat - U2 [Judas] (YouTube)

Don't believe what you hear
Don't believe what you see
If you just close your eyes
You can feel the enemy
When I first met you girl
You had fire in your soul

Amazed - Poe [Jack] (YouTube - Sims 2 Vid)

Wait, I thought I had this down
I built all my cages and my hide out
And I covered all my bases
I locked the door, I shut all my windows
But you
You creep in like a whisper
I try not to listen, yeah, but I hear you
I'm not really sure just what it is you do
But do it again

Blue Monday - Orgy (New Order cover) [Thane] (YouTube)

How does it feel to treat me like you do?
When you've laid your hands upon me
And told me who you are
I thought I was mistaken
I thought I heard your words
Tell me, how do I feel?
Tell me now, how do I feel?

Bound - Suzanne Vega [Jack] (YouTube)

Once you said
I'm made of fine stuff.
But I've been corrupted.
And taken enough.

Now you appear.
Making your claim.
Inside my heart
Is the sign of your name.

And I ask
I am asking you
Asking you if you
Might still want me?

Breakable - Ingrid Michaelson [Jack] (YouTube)

Have you ever thought about what protects our hearts?
Just a cage of rib bones and other various parts
So it's fairly simple to cut through the mess
And to stop the muscle that makes us confess

And we are so fragile
And our cracking bones make noise
And we are just breakable, breakable
Breakable girls and boys

Broken - Matt Caplan [Thane] (YouTube)

And the things you tell me don't mean a thing if you're not scared
And turning your back on me won't leave me weak or unprepared

Oh, and I could break you if I wanted to
Be cruel to you and I could show the world your song
Oh, I could break you if I wanted to
Be cruel to you, 'cause I was broken all along

...It's not like every devastating end brings a new beginning

Clevermind - Poets of the Fall [Judas] (YouTube)

Look the leaves are dead
The moment's gone, there's no surrender
Forever now unsaid
The words that might've warmed December
Cos it's all inside your head
Like fragments of a dream you remember
So never mind your clever mind, never mind me

Cold - VNV Nation [Thane] (YouTube)

No redemption
No confessions
No distractions
No possessions
Let your blood run through my veins
Blade shall numb you from the pain

No tomorrows
Just submittance
No remorse of self indulgence
Just your body
Just your body on my body
Want your thoughts of me inside
Let your hands run on my skin

Disintegration - The Cure [Thane] (YouTube - Not the usual version)

Oh I miss the kiss of treachery
The aching kiss before I feed
The stench of a love for a younger meat
And the sound that it makes
When it cuts in deep
The holding up on bended knees
The addiction of duplicities
As bit by bit it starts the need
To just let go my party piece

Eden - Sarah Brightman [Jack] (YouTube)

Did I ever think of you
As my enemy?
Did you ever think of me?
I'm complaining

I never tried to feel
I never tried to feel
This vibration
I never tried to reach
I never tried to reach
Your Eden

Enjoy the Silence - Lacuna Coil (Depeche Mode Cover) [Jack] (YouTube)

Vows are spoken
To be broken
Feelings are intense
Words are trivial
Pleasures remain
So does the pain
Words are meaningless
And forgettable

Eric's Song - Vienna Teng [Jack/Judas] (YouTube)

And of course I forgive
I've seen how you live
Like a phoenix you rise from the ashes
You pick up the pieces
And the ghosts in the attic
They never quite leave

And of course I forgive
You've seen how I live
I've got darkness and fears to appease
My voices and analogies
Ambitions like ribbons
Worn bright on my sleeve

Fleurs du Mal - Sarah Brightman [Judas] (YouTube - Live)

We run 'til it's gone
Et les fleurs du mal
Won't let you be
You hold the key to an open door
Will I ever be free?

Les fleurs du mal unfold
Comme les fleurs du mal
Les fleurs du mal inside
Un amour fatal

Haunted - Poe [Jack/Thane/Judas] (YouTube)

Come here
No I won't say please
One more look at the ghost
Before I'm gonna make it leave
Come here
I've got the pieces here
Time to gather up the splinters
Build a casket for my tears

I Don't Need A Hero - Concrete Blonde [Jack] (YouTube)

And I don't need a hero
I don't need a soldier
I did when I was younger -
But now that I'm older
I don't need a father,
I don't wanna be your mother
Its just that anyone of us is half
Without another one is you

In the Air Tonight - Gregorian (Phil Collins cover) [Thane]

I've seen your face before my friend
But I don't know if you know who I am
Well, I was there and I saw what you did
I saw it with my own two eyes
So you can wipe off the grin, I know where you've been
It's all been a pack of lies

In the Eye - Suzanne Vega [Jack/Thane/Judas] (Lyrics)

If you were to kill me now right here
I would still look you in the eye
And I would burn myself into your memory
as long as you were still alive

I would live inside of you
I'd make you wear me like a scar
And I would burn myself
into your memory
and run through everything you are

I would not run, I would not turn, I would not hide

In Your Room - Depeche Mode [Thane] (YouTube)

In your room
Where souls disappear
Only you exist here
[...]
I'm hanging on your words
living on your breath
feeling with your skin
Will I always be here?

Key - Devics (YouTube)

You think you can have both of them and I want you to know
That I’m in, I’m in
And this time I’m staying to bury the trail that you left, you left
And if I was cold, well then you would stay inside me, warm me
Here I’m safe so here I stay
Lift me out, lift the doubt
You asked me to say what I had done
I told you just like I told everyone
I still have some doubts that you are the reason
Still this is just so hard cause I know that I’ll be left like always
Here I’m safe so here I stay
Lift me out, lift the doubt...

Knight Moves - Suzanne Vega (YouTube)

Watch while the queen
In one false move
Turns herself into a pawn
Sleepy and shaken
And watching while the blurry night
Turns into a very clear dawn

Do you love any, do you love none,
Do you love many, can you love one,
Do you love me?

Do you love any, do you love none,
Do you love twenty, can you love one,
Do you love me?

Knock Me Out - Linda Perry feat. Grace Slick [Jack] (YouTube)

You knocked me out
I can never be the same
I pushed you over
But here we still remain
You knocked me out
I can never be the same

Laid So Low - Tears For Fears [Judas] (YouTube)

I wish you were my enemy
I was humble for you
What a fool I've been to have
Laid so low for so long

Into that void of silence
Where we cry without sound
Where tears roll down
Where tears roll down
And where your mother's violence
Sent your soul underground
Where tears roll down
Where tears roll down

Drew the blade way too slow
Was shackled by your honesty
Made a mess, I guess I have should have known
That life was lust and liberty

Lioness - Ohia [Judas] (YouTube)

I will swim to you
Whether you save me
Whether you savage me
Want my last look to be the moon in your eyes
Want my heart to break if it must break in your jaws
Want you to lick my blood off your paws

Marlene on the Wall - Suzanne Vega [Judas] (YouTube)

Even if I am in love with you
All this to say, what's it to you?
Observe the blood, the rose tattoo
Of the fingerprints on me from you

No Man's Land - Covenant [Jack] (YouTube - live, not their best)

I don't want to let you go before I understand
I don't want to let you go to the no man's land
I don't want to let you go, I want to hold your hand
I don't want to let you go to the no man's land

Poisonous Friend - Seabound [Jack] (YouTube - snakes!)

Sometimes I watch her kill
Cold eyes and no restraint
And I wonder how it feels
To annihilate a friend

You frighten me
It's getting harder to conceal
You spy on me
All my secrets are revealed

Pretty Girl (The Way) - Sugarcult [Thane/Jack] (YouTube)

She's beautiful as usual with bruises on her ego and
Her killer instinct tells her to beware of evil men
And that's what you get for falling again
You can never get 'em out of your head

Pretty When You Cry - Vast [Thane] (YouTube)

And the moon gives me permission and I enter through her eyes
She's losing her virginity and all her will to compromise
I didn't want to hurt you baby
I didn't want to hurt you
I didn't want to hurt you but you're pretty when you cry
I didn't want to fuck you baby
I didn't want to fuck you
I didn't want to fuck you but you're pretty when you're mine

Puppets - Depeche Mode [Thane] (YouTube)

Watch your action, close reaction
And everything you're thinking babe inside your head
Conversation, my creation
Nothing that you do you do unless I said

And you don't know the consequences
Of the things you say
I'll be your operator baby
I'm in control

A Question of Time - Depeche Mode [Jack] (YouTube)

Sometimes I don't blame them
For wanting you
You look good
And they need something to do
Until I look at you
And then I condemn them
I know my kind
What goes on in our minds

Ribbons - The Sisters of Mercy (YouTube)

I'm lying on my back now
The stars look all too near
Flowers on the razor wire
I know you're here
We are few
And far between
I was thinking about her skin
Love is a many splintered thing
Don't be afraid now
Just walk on in
(Flowers on the razor wire)
(Walk on in)

Running Up That Hill - Placebo (Kate Bush Cover) [Jack] (YouTube)

You don't want to hurt me,
But see how deep the bullet lies.
Unaware that I'm tearing you asunder.
There is thunder in our hearts, baby.
So much hate for the ones we love...
Tell me we both matter, don't we?

Save Yourself - Stabbing Westward [Judas] (YouTube)

I know that you've been damaged
Your soul has suffered such abuse
But I am not your savior
I am just as fucked as you
(I am just as fucked as you)
I cannot save you
I can't even save myself
So just save yourself

Sex On Fire - Kings of Leon [Thane] (YouTube)

You
Your sex is on fire
Consumed
With what's just transpired
Hot as a fever
Rattling bones
I could just taste it
Taste it

Some Journey - Suzanne Vega [Jack] (YouTube)

If we had met in a darkened room
Where people do not stay
But shadows touch and pass right through
And never see the day

Would you have taken me upstairs
And turned the lamplight low?
Would I have shown my secret self
And disappeared like the snow?

Stalker - Covenant [Thane]

I see the stalker in your face, the secrets on your skin
I keep the wisdom that you need, the password that you want
I feel the stalker in your mind, the fire in your veins
No hope to be released…

Strange Wind - Poe [Jack] (Lyrics)

That strange wind (Strange wind)
That strange wind (Strange wind that)
Cries
I hear you in my head
All of the things that you said
I'll be keeping all your secrets 'till the end
'Cause I'm getting used to
Thinking of you as a friend

Suffer In Silence - Apoptygma Berzerk [Jack] (YouTube)

I never heard a word, a word of what you said
Too busy being selfish, I never learned the rules of life
It's time to confess, and look you in the eyes
I need you to forgive, and make this tragic feeling go away

I know I lost
Please let me suffer in silence
I've said enough
Please help me hide from the ghost
from my past for a while.

Suicide Note - Johnette Napolitano [Judas] (YouTube - Torchwood fanvid)

And the questions pour out
And the questions pour out
I did not understand
I did not understand
I did not understand
I did not understand
The sound of you falling
I did not understand
Was the trembling heart of a dying man
Did not understand
The sound of a trembling heart

That Guy - Tori Amos [Thane] (Lyrics)

That guy just brings his war home
She cries why can't daddy leave his war outside
That guy when he wants can love
Like no other love until the darkness comes

Do we make up to break up
Do we break up then wake up
To cuts instead of kisses

That guy swears he will walk
And carries a chip as big as New York
That guy cannot seem to see
There're no other guys
But the one he used to be

They All Fall Down - SR-71 [Thane] (YouTube)

I can be as humble as the next guy
Or I can blink and make you crumble from the inside
I could be every nasty thing you ever dreamt a man could be
Cause they all fall down (down)
Cause they all fall down (down)
I can make you see the beauty of a new sun
or I can be the source of your desperation
I could be every nasty thing you ever dreamt a man could be

Torn - Natalie Imbruglia [Judas] (YouTube)

I thought I saw a man brought to life
He was warm
He came around and he was dignified
He showed me what it was to cry
Well you couldn't be that man I adored
You don't seem to know
Or seem to care what your heart is for
Well I don't know him anymore

Trigger Happy Jack - Poe [Thane] (YouTube)

And I hate myself
Just enough to want him
But I hate him just enough to get off
But I understand him
Maybe I'm just crazy enough
To love him
Why not? (Why not?)

Violent House Panda - RequestASong.com [Jack] (Download/Preview)

Violent House Panda, he's my friend;
He taught me to break down and to heal again.
Sometimes he can't control his rage
Burning with anger, his heart is a cage
He's like an animal, wouldn't you say?
But he's a bear who can learn from mistakes
Sometimes I want him to escape
Spreading his wisdom to those who relate
Killing the ones who do not learn to hate

Waltz - רונה קינן [Jack] (Lyrics)

You and your big blue eyes
Have gone to sleep without saying good night
No lullabies, no evening gowns, no midnight drinks
This is not the end
But it's certainly not a beginning
And sometimes I wish that you'd talk
More often than you do
You can even try whispering something familiar into my ear
Maybe a tune, it's more like a siren
Or maybe just "This is not the end"

Why Do You Love Me - Garbage [Jack] (YouTube)

I'm no Barbie doll

I'm not your baby girl
I've done ugly things and I have made mistakes
And I am not as pretty as those girls in magazines
I am rotten to my core if they're to be believed

So what if I'm no baby bird hanging upon your every word?

Nothing ever smells of roses that rises out of mud


Why do you love me

Why do you love me
Why do you love me, it's driving me crazy

Wicked Game - HIM (Chris Isaak cover) [Jack] (YouTube)

The world was on fire and no one could save me but you.
It's strange what desire will make foolish people do.
I never dreamed that I'd meet somebody like you.
And I never dreamed that I'd lose somebody like you.

Wither - Matt Caplan [Jack/Thane/Judas] (Lyrics)

Hold me closer now
Make believe I'm someone else
I can't hear, but I can listen to your lies
Show me beauty now
Make believe you look like you
I can't see but I can read between the lines

Time Agent 462O1, a.k.a. J-- (hey_capn_jack/john_thane) is played by the source of ultimate awesomeness, better known as magi (draegonhawke) at Beyond the Rift.

The following people have contributed songs: allfireburns, draegonhawke, kawaiispinel, starletfallen.